Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Today the sun came through my window and I sat inside of it.
That means I was sittin on Brooklyn's bed.
She was on mine.
"Can you believe it's DECEMBER?" she asked.


My friend Claire says sometimes she looks at old posts from this blog.
I think that's a good idea.
So today, I did the same.

Who was I two Decembers ago?

Ironically, two years ago this time... I was writing about who I was years before.
Because there is something healing about going back.
But that phrase, going back, is misleading.
Because there is no backward. There is no retreat or regression.
It's not that I am stepping back from my current self in order to feel the past,
but that I am inviting that past to come forward. To me.
Inviting these two december voices, into one moment.
Today, full circle, we met each other.

Here's what I found: Collide. Kaleidoscope. 2007.


Anonymous said...

you, lyndsi shae, are so beautiful.

David's Holla Atchya! Blog said...

So which one do you like better? Have you improved meanginfully over the past two years? I knew you two years ago, and I think you've only gotten better.

siovhan said...

that was one of the first things i really really remember reading on your blog. i read it over and over. that was when we were startin to get a little lovie and comfortable with each other! :) i love it. i think you've come so far even from then...and i have to agree with dave bennett. you just keep getting better and better.