Oh man.

I'm sittin in this computer lab on a messy Tuesday that campus thinks is Monday.

This means I have Monday classes. They even cut out Tuesday devotional, my new solace.

Why?

Why do we do that?

I feel like I may be doing this with my life.

Confusing it for something it has been before, but doesn't have to be anymore.

I just love God and I want to do good things.

I switched my ipod away from Eve 6 this mornin, and into songs about Him.

I'm trying to hear where He's coming from.

Which part of my life next God? And where?

(I don't need to know the how.)

I like substituting capital H-i-m

for capital G-o-d.

Is it strange that I am punctuating diety in this blog?

That God can exist within something so modern and formatted?

I don't think so.

I think God is everywhere if you let him be.

I am surprised by how relieved I feel just to type here.

Word word words.

My words.

I haven't seen them in days. Weeks maybe.

When I admit that, sirens go off in my mind.

Flashing.Red.Lights.

They are sayin

COME BACK TO YOURSELF.

And I'm sayin

HELP! HELP!

I'll be back.

I promise.