Monday, March 22, 2010

We'll have time to know our neighbors all by name.

Today I was walkin home from school, music playin in my ears.
The sun was out and I was hoppin down the stairs.
I thought I can. I can trust myself to not mess up my life.
And God said to me "Keep going because I love you and I'm going to send you good things!"

I wasn't afraid.
On those stairs, it was just about today. 
The condition of my heart right now. Happy.
I want it to stay that way.

I came home and switched my laundry.
I read an old journal while eatin a glorious peanutbutter and jelly sandwich.
And then...
I went for a run.
That's right. Me. I. Went for a run.

Before I left, I asked God for some things. Help me let go of any sense that we are divided. Help me knock down my fears and be peaceful. Help me start from a new place. As I'm running, I want to churn out my anxiety and let it leave me. I want to open up my future and my spirit to you. I trust you. I trust myself. I trust that combination.

1 comment:

brooke said...

MAN we're going through a lot of the same soul work, I think. Different colors, but a lot the same.
I feel so good readin your words.